“If you do not change directions, you may end up where you’re heading” -Lao Tzu
Section 1: My Story (Own Page)
“If you do not change directions, you may end up where you’re heading” -Lao Tzu
What happens if you take the right amount of wind and water with the right amount of force, heading in the right direction? The impact it can have on humanity can be great, for better or for worse. As it is for nature, so it is with us. Humans are like hurricanes. We are made up of the elemental forces of air, water, fire and earth and are affected by environmental influences. Mixed with the right influences and opportunity, you can have an Adolf Hitler or a Harriet Tubman.
A person’s psychological make up (or inner environmental influences) is based on the day and time a person is born, as well as the aspects (or inter-relationships) between the planets that influence that date. For example, a hurricane usually never happens during certain months, just as harvest for some crops usually never happens outside of certain months.
“How can you do it wrong, when you’ve already done it?”- DeBorah Bellony
A person’s outer environmental influences such as family and material opportunities, can sometimes affect the choices a person makes and thus change the course of their destiny. That is, if you believe that a person has no choice in the time, family and situation s/he is born in. In my opinion, there is a part of us that I call our “Higher Self” that already knew what it wanted to co-create and what role it would play on this world stage called Earth. Part of the game was for a part of us (our conscious mind) to forget and another part of us (our Higher Self) to help us remember what we already knew, all the while maintaining or regaining an open heart.
Stars in Alignment
What happens when you take an eumelinated child born with strong elements of water, fire and earth, a great inner strength and drive, combined with an equally strong empathic, gentle compassion for humanity, and then you put her in the back drop of a society and time where racial and gender tension has never been dealt with or assimilated? And what if she has an overwhelming amount of Scorpio energy (fire and water) all directed inward and for the Neptunian search for truth and compassion? And what if this Scorpio resourcefulness is balanced with Saggitarian gratefulness and grace? To put the icing on the cake, what if she has a mother that tells her at a young age to be “wise as a serpent and harmless as a dove” and she really takes it to heart?
What then becomes of this child’s story? How does she unfold? How does this mixture play out on the world stage? What conclusions does she make about the hand of cards she’s been given and most importantly, how does she use them? What archetypal energy does she identify with to accomplish her life’s goals? And how does she finally come to the realization that the only opponent she (or anyone else for that matter) ever had was her forgetfulness of her connection to Source and what that disconnection created by way of DNA, tribe, environment, etc. in her life?
My Story
So here is where I begin to share my Shero’s Journey. Here is where I describe how I’ve taken inner and outer influences to mix and create a purposeful life in order to earn my wings and transcend into the goddess I already am, able to out smart my person’s enemy (or “innerme”) and allow love and my divine purpose to bring forth the healing balm, the elixir, to my Earth family- in cycles and cycles. For me, this elixir has mainly come about from me living my life choosing love when it mattered most, and now having the courage to tell my story. I pray the light my story brings to the planet will serve as a healing balm for those who hear it, and especially for those who are where I’ve been and am going. Yet in my heart of hearts I know, the most important thing is to merely share and then my work is done!
Telling Stories: Reversing the Bad Rap
It’s popular to hear in today’s culture how important it is for us to “get rid of our story.” Nobody has time to hear anyone’s story anymore. Yet if we look around, that’s all we ever see and hear. Somebody’s story. Whether it’s in a book, a movie, a play, a newspaper, a bedtime story, we are all hearing and telling stories in one way or another. Can you image life on earth if we literally got rid of all of our stories?
DML- It’s a beautiful expression
When Telling Our Story is a “Bad” Thing
In truth, there is no thing that is inherently good or bad; however, when we continually tell stories that gives no insight, no self-transformation or no personal responsibility or resolve that leads to the life we truly desire or feel is possible, then I would categorize this as a “bad” story. Knowing what I know, and that is we are all Divine Expressions of the Creator of All that Is, I know there is an aspect of us that will eventually manifest this destiny of divinity. We all may not get there at the same point in life or even the same life time, yet it is enevitable that the soul progresses and transforms. For those of you who don’t believe in reincarnation, this concept can be a little unnerving, yet remember what I said in the introduction. You still have time to run for the hills.
Disruptor Philosophy in the World of Astrology
The “Real” Secret or “A Word about Secrets” (Share Ophin./ Tex-DeBorah and Virgin)
A Word about The Secret
What does the movie Secret, Hakim Bey’s The Secret of Secrets and Secret Societies all have in common?
“I am the dance- not the dancer, I’ve got to keep up with the dancer’s pace and place, based on the latest and greatest version of who s/he knows he-r/self to be. And the level of my vibratation determines which playing field I’ll exist on.
(Like ponds through, if we make it to the other side, we become anything we choose to be!)
-We can choose which dancer and what dance troop we want to dance for; however the dance is already chosen how you express it, and at what octave/decan is up to you; however you can’t change the dance.-Make mention that I plan to do a longer memoir Afraid of My Own Shadow or (CFC): Acknowledging The Self, The Struggle and the Saving Graces of Love; however, for this book, I will be covering the part of my life (mostly 13 year period 2009, Nov. 1st to Jan. 2nd, 2022) and how it relates to most important stories related to the scope of this book. (Little did I know from the time of my first Blog Campaign in 2012 talking about the 13 year Dream from Jan. 2, 1999 to 2012, it would take an additional 13 years from the time I arrived in Mexico on Nov. 1, 2009 (9 years from 2012 to 2021) for me to finally complete it!
“If you do not change directions, you may end up where you’re heading” -Lao Tzu
What happens if you take the right amount of wind and water with the right amount of force, heading in the right direction? The impact it can have on humanity can be great, for better or for worse. As it is for nature, so it is with us. Humans are like hurricanes. We are made up of the elemental forces of air, water, fire and earth and are affected by environmental influences. Mixed with the right influences and opportunity, you can have an Adolf Hitler or a Harriet Tubman.
A person’s psychological make up (or inner environmental influences) is based on the day and time a person is born, as well as the aspects (or inter-relationships) between the planets that influence that date. For example, a hurricane usually never happens during certain months, just as harvest for some crops usually never happens outside of certain months.
“How can you do it wrong, when you’ve already done it?”– DeBorah Bellony
A person’s outer environmental influences such as family and material opportunities, can sometimes affect the choices a person makes and thus change the course of their destiny. That is, if you believe that a person has no choice in the time, family and situation s/he is born in. In my opinion, there is a part of us that I call our “Higher Self” that already knew what it wanted to co-create and what role it would play on this world stage called Earth. Part of the game was for a part of us (our conscious mind) to forget and another part of us (our Higher Self) to help us remember what we already know, all the while working to maintain or regain an open heart.
Stars in Alignment
What happens when you take an eumelinated child born with strong elements of water, earth and fire, a great inner strength and drive, combined with an equally strong empathic, gentle compassion for humanity, and then you put her in the back drop of a society and time where racial and gender tension has never been dealt with or assimilated? And what if she has an overwhelming amount of Scorpio energy (fire and water) all directed inward and for the Neptunian search for truth and compassion? And what if this Scorpio resourcefulness is balanced with Saggitarian gratefulness and grace? To put the icing on the cake, what if she has a mother that tells her at a young age to be “wise as a serpent and harmless as a dove” and she really takes it to heart?
What then becomes of this child’s story? How does she unfold? How does this mixture play out on the world stage? What conclusions does she make about the hand of cards she’s been given and most importantly, how does she use them? What archetypal energy does she identify with to accomplish her life’s goals? And how does she finally come to the realization that the only opponent she (or anyone else for that matter) ever had was her forgetfulness of her connection to Source and what that disconnection created by way of DNA, tribe, environment, etc. in her life?
My Story
So here is where I begin to share my Shero’s Journey. Here is where I describe how I’ve taken inner and outer influences to mix and create a purposeful life in order to earn my wings and transcend into the goddess I already am, able to out smart my person’s enemy (or “innerme”) and allow love and my divine purpose to bring forth the healing balm, the elixir, to my Earth family- in cycles and cycles. For me, this elixir has mainly come about from me living my life choosing love when it mattered most, and now having the courage to tell my story. I pray the light my story brings to the planet will serve as a healing balm for those who hear it, and especially for those who are where I’ve been and am going. Yet in my heart of hearts I know, the most important thing is to merely share and then my work is done!
Telling Stories: Reversing the Bad Rap
It’s popular to hear in today’s culture how important it is for us to “get rid of our story.” Nobody has time to hear anyone’s story anymore. Yet if we look around, that’s all we ever see and hear. Somebody’s story. Whether it’s in a book, a movie, a play, a newspaper, a bedtime story, we are all hearing and telling stories in one way or another. Can you image life on earth if we literally got rid of all of our stories?
DML- It’s a beautiful expression
When Telling Our Story is a “Bad” Thing
In truth, there is no thing that is inherently good or bad; however, when we continually tell stories that give no insight, no self-transformation or no personal responsibility or resolve leading to the life we truly desire or feel is possible, then I would categorize this as a “bad” story. Knowing what I know, and that is we are all Divine Expressions of the Creator of All That Is, I know there is an aspect of us that will eventually manifest our destiny of divinity. We all may not get there at the same point in life or even the same life time, yet it is inevitable that the soul progresses and transforms. For those of you who don’t believe in reincarnation, this concept can be a little unnerving, yet remember what I said in the introduction. You still have time to run for the hills.
A Word about Secrets
What does the movie The Secret, the book Secret of Secrets and Secret Societies all have in common? It’s the way they all touch me….
-MOM and AMORC, (Look at the world different and who the major player are- like even in astrology and I compare myself to movies like The Boys, etc when characters all find out what role their parents play. Grant it (all I remember about R is when we were young and the food and being able to play in the plum fields when she would go to her meetings, me & my brother all underneath the sheets, pinching each other as she played those strange children’s tape, or their was the time she had us in the Junior Order in NY and staying at the fancy hotel and meeting other children around the world) Call me slow, I always attribute the Cycles of Life and Reincarnation as the two books that started my love affair with the occult, but I never attributed or conceived that my mother’s involved in things like the Solace, and being a 12th degree and furthering, etc. Everytime I think of my mother knowing all of this! I say, my momma! Shara was right, she does sit on her perch. Then, M’srah pops in my mind of a recent conversation he had about my mom.
-The good news is, (since stories of the slapping hands always kept me away from reading her…) I all the downloads and insights I’ve gotten for material of book had nothing to do with me revealing mother’s Ros. info. Finding these books and reading material (with my mom wide open) It was more of a revelation and confirmation that the world isn’t what it seems to be and that now is the time, to be validated. That my mother and I are part of a lasting legacy, and that it is my birthright. (Poem- My Life/
What I’m Sure of... there’s a whole world out there …. made up of b and w and in high and low places
What I’m not Sure of... I how noble or vile or who is noble or vile, where their knowledge stops and where my downloads begin, (Quote from Volarie? How all things are simple, once you know…)/ Fable of Heramabif.
To some people (you know who you are) the information in book is nothing new, to others of you (this is an amazing tale or nothing at all). My mission as an 8 of Clubs Ophincus World Bridger is to uphold the serpent ….
