Chapter Summary:
What is the SGOL?
This chapter will outline all the ways that I made the right choices at the crossroads and show that when you make a decision based on unconditional love, you are always rewarded- even if it’s by someone else. Explain how I see that everyone can liberate and trap you, if you allow them to. Know how far to ride any one train is the key to being Saved by Love.
(refusal of the return, the magic flight, rescue from within, crossing the 2nd threshold, return, master of the two worlds, freedom to live)
The Road Back
-poverty consciouness, writing, teaching challenges, setbacks, reversal of fortune
-fear of what people think
Resurrection (climax-square) (inner crises & reorientation, revolution of awareness)
-a new personality, cleansing (x @ roberta’s)
-Ordeal is writing book by x said w/ blog & kickstart campaign
-Climax
Return w/ the Elixir (sextile) (completion, inner opportunity & excitement, renewal & reorganization
Vipassana
Explain first A-A Buddhist retreat and the dream that led me to Vipassana 8/30-Dream foreshadow
Lesson about separation in A-A community Class, Sexual Preference, Mixture
Lessons around homophobia: But also the LOVE that was felt
Similar to Eckhart Tolle Experiences with Older White males- Don, Dave & Richard,
Trip to India
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Himalayan Institute
By this time, I was becoming more seasoned in loving without an agenda. Especially after having gone through my own break up with Hakim and deepening of heart
story about india and african spread truth all around world and their response
well people learned at same time- but they could hear panditji say it spread from India
Story about antropologist that was getting on me about Afrocentrist, then I broke down that isn’t my arguement. It’s an Afrocentric criique of White Culture and Behavior.
Living with people from all nations, going through ups and downs around perceptions, having the opportunity to do astrological consultations with people and meet karmic connections, but most of all the gain perspective from the disasterous effects of my first fall and to heal my soul. Everybody needs time to heal their soul. If we go on without doing this, we sufer. So this year in insulation and sharing with people all around the world in the panch karma program was a great opportunity for me to give what I wanted most for myself!
Healing with my Husband
See marriage notes and determine wheter to put it over here
Searching for the Other
Theta Healing, Almine, Drunvalo and Nova Scotia- Flower of Life