Chapter Summary:
What is The Self?
Explain the difference between the True Essence Self and the Person, Identified with Form and Fear. Explain who my true self was (absent of interference), then describe my person and who it became as a result of walking in two worlds (white world and black world and the need to integrate them together=with love)
Ordinary World
-b-ball and school/ before my first love
Call to Adventure (conjunct)
-Alkebu-lan Sisters/ Kenny
Refusal of the Call (semi-sextile)
-Started to channel writing in college but I was afraid.
-Kenny & break up and choosing me first (letter)
Meeting with the Mentor/Supernatural Aid (sextile)
-many serendip Teachers (Charle Conley, Mario, Muslim Friend, etc.) Had the ability to keep out of mess that relationships brought (Camaroon Guy) and my virginity kept me out of a lot of would-be trouble.
Crossing the 1st Threshold (square)
As A Infinite Being
Enlightenment Experience-Understanding that god-ring and walking around with notebook
Astrology/ Destiny Cards
Thothetics
As A Black Avatar
Ashra Kwesi’s tapes, but couldn’t vibe with the anger lead me to
Grist for the Mill/ Ausar Auset Society
As A Woman Avatar
Voices from the Great Mother- scared! Wanted to fit in to Male patriarch
Virgin and feeling different to everyone else
Metaphysics: Hotema
Clarissa-WWWW
Include letter I wrote