I. EXPLAIN RELUCTANT ASTROLOGER’S JOURNEY TO REVEALING THE MAGI MYSTERIES SERIES

Explain What this work can possibly do for astrological community…but verdict is not out yet.

Schmitz- Master of Nativity is owner of ship/ Lord of Nativity is the Steersmen of ship
Brennen- Master of Nativity is Steersmen of ship/ Lord of Nativity is owner of ship
“By looking back into the past, we can create a better astrology for the future” Chris Brennen

We can choose which dancer and what dance troop we want to dance for; however the dance is already chosen how you express it, and at what octave/decan is up to you; however you can’t change the dance.-Make mention that I plan to do a longer memoir Afraid of My Own Shadow or (CFC): Acknowledging The Self, The Struggle and the Saving Graces of Love; however, for this book, I will be covering the part of my life (mostly 13 year period 2009, Nov. 1st to Jan. 2nd, 2022) and how it relates to most important stories related to the scope of this book. (Little did I know from the time of my first Blog Campaign in 2012 talking about the 13 year Dream from Jan. 2, 1999 to 2012, it would take an additional 13 years from the time I arrived in Mexico on Nov.  1, 2009 (9 years from 2012 to 2021) for me to finally complete it!

I am the product of my Grandmother’s selfless sacrifice (mom to stay in school), mom’s courageous insight… tell story…
*Mother’s upbringing/Story/Connecting what she brought down to me
*Islands vs Suburbs- Mother saw people growing up that looked like her & named after
*Not Fitting in- dual culture

Book Ideas/Concepts:
“We came here to be played by the instrument of life.”- DB

Talk about how perfect this book concept came around in a 20 year cycle and when it started how full of bravado I was. It was all about me titles (Share some of the original titles-, etc.). Talk about my experience with BarbaraO telling me about my first silence retreat and this is when the download happens- have a section in the book (CWV & interview her about that/ Just as I will interview Hakim about my first time and our fights- and the movie with Dec. 10th date/ Then have a section to interview Kevin and the Gathering of the Masters & how we saw a star in the sky the first night we went out!)/ Was later when I went to see Robert Morning Sky did I first find out about Orion’s belt and wondering if she would be coming for me too? * Use story of when I heard Orion’s story- how it relates to Pluto the scorpion biting- plan to upset the balance (as evidence of Ophin/Scorpio- that’s why Sc has two symbols- also Chiron coming back 1970 and return- Black man’s burden!)
see how recent downloads fit-construct: 30 Days/ Dog Days

• Use the Mayan count System and go back in your life (in book) and in history to see the correlations!
  *** From Jan. 2nd (seed splitting in two!) 1999, to Jan. 2020/21 is exactly 21 years (beginning a new 7 year cycle=Age ¾) 49 Dec. 10th Birthday (beginning a new 7 year cycle= Age 7/8) 8 Aug. 17th Birthday (beginning a new 7 year cycle= Age 1)
  *** Also look at notes from first went to Mexico June 21st to Palenque and Mayan System!- Tie This in to the Big “Why” of this Memoir: 1) The time period it will cover 2) The mystery it hopes to solve (Deciphering Magi Mysteries, dream, etc. 8 Year cycle, dog days, etc- tell it like a fabulous journey and give clues to how I started to decode, how I found out- what Roman Calendar had to do with… how things like winter season (mayan 104 day calendar)/ day of the dead, and the dog days of summer were all encoded in the Magi Cards! And not to mention all the hidden, secret meanings of the astrological glyphs and symbolism for the Creation Story in the Bible. My mind was being blown, one year at a time and during this 7 Year Period, the goal of my guides was to make me a permament believer, that I had the power to decipher this mysteries (of course with a lot of downloads/ light code transmissions at key time- which I’ll go into later) to offer this system.!

SECTION 1: The Shero’s Journey: (Explain Heroes Journey via Joseph Campbell related to AST)
Speel about Telling Stories
Speel about how I have more in common Neo-Nazi- took me awhile to see it. It was a … to get to this honest realazion. To understand how I’ve come to this realization, you have to understand my story a little better (What happens when you take ….)

Disruptor Philosophy in the World of Astrology

The “Real” Secret or “A Word about Secrets” (Share Ophin./ Tex-DeBorah and Virgin)
A Word about The Secret
What does the movie Secret, Hakim Bey’s The Secret of Secrets and Secret Societies all have in common?”I am the dance- not the dancer, I’ve got to keep up with the dancer’s pace and place, based on the latest and greatest version of who s/he knows he-r/self to be. And the level of my vibratation determines which playing field I’ll exist on.

Chp. 1: CFC: (The Self, The Struggle, and the Saving Graces of Love & Learning?) (Overview)
(relate how What AST cycles & the HJ Have In Common/ AST Cycles & the HJ-Comparing Notes relate to HJ-two 1st Heard this Kelly’s, JWG, Kelly Beard gets even more specific to focus on 1. Conjunct/ MP/OP/

“Until you are willing to be confused about what you already know, what you know will never grow bigger, better or more useful.”-Joseph Campbell

“99% of genius is knowing what is important.” -Albert Einstein

“I must create a system or be enslaved by another mans”-William Blake (In my case recover it/ in this case astrology and how we view it as being relevant)
“If you do not understand White Supremacy (Racism)-what it is, and how it works-everything else that you understand, will only confuse you.” -Neely Fuller Jr.
“There is nothing new under the Sun but there are new Suns.” -Octavia Butler
Important Planetary Cycles -! Some of the major cycles Jup/SAT. Sat Return, and DC has 13 Yr/ 7 yr.,etc.. Personal 10 Yr. Cycles But what I’ve found to be powerful or categorized my life in is over laping
Self,Struggle,SGOL (J-S: 10 year Waxing Cycle: Crises in Action)/ SGOL/Outer-InnerStruggle/The Self J-S: 10 year Waning Cycle: Crises in Consciouness)/ Allude to the (5) 10 yr. Cycles that you will name later here “The 5 Cycles of Change” List Them Here!

• Notes: After listening to Ernst W. lecture… Saturn is what you MUST do to live on this plane (It’s what you don’t like to do) and Jupiter is what GET TO DO to really enjoy this plane (it’s what you love to do). In time and with the phases of J/S, they begin change and shift- what you didn’t like doing (respecting- as a child), you begin to love as you get older and what you used to love to bask in sun of doing, you desire it less, because over TIME adhering to Saturn’s lessons, you’ve come to appreciate more meaningful aspects of life. You begin to see how it all fits in the “circle of life” as Elton John says.
• Note: Found out that Uranus noviles Jupiter in Scorpio, NN noviles Chiron and Chiron noviles Juno (conjunct Saturn)! April 12th/ Also Saturn/Pluto bi-quintile south node

Chp. 2: Act 1- My Story: “Jesuit Maxim Quote” (Learned about self in relation to being a spirit to being embodied and family dynamics)
Speel about Telling Stories
1970: Jup/Saturn opposition Cycle @ Birth (Waning Cycle-CIC) (DC when Displace 10D Wish Fulfilling- My Life: Squeaked here on planet with lots of energy-SGOL- However the crises of consciousness started @ 5 and maxed 8- pluto going through…)/ Product of GM’s Selfless Sacrifice and Mom’s Courageous Insight
The Self (Reviewed): West Indian Roots
The Inner Struggle:
The SGOLearning
Session(s):
Ideas for Chpts. 3-7/ C3-“The 5 Cycles of Change” Explain the (5) 10 year cycles, going into few stories from Formative & HL Yrs.; C4. Go into stories from new J-S cycle in Career Yrs.(1st as an adult); C5-6. Go into EY as first setting stage w/ spiritual significance of going to sacred sites in India, Mexico, Peru, Ven, Guat. (Drunvalo) during 2008-2011, like it prepared me for the 8 (Venus Cycle) major dips into replenishing waters of 2012 (starting w/ hurricane- Y1 (initiation) 2012 b4 Summer Solstice &Y6 (karma) 2017 dream symbolism) to 2019! C7 Go into Take Magic Flight Yrs. And what it holds in store…

Chp. 3: The Formative Years 1978-1988 (J/S conjunct-Waxing Cycle-CIA)
The Self (Renewed): Growing Up in the OC (Poems- My Life/ Brainwashed)
The Outer Struggle
The SGOLove

Session(s):
Chp. 4: Higher Learning 1988-1998 (J/S opposition-Waning Cycle-CIC) (Learned about self in relation to leaving the home & living w/ others)
The Self (Reviewed): Going to a HBCU
The Inner Struggle:
The SGOLearning

Chp. 5:Career Years 1998-2008 (J/S conjunct-Waxing Cycle-CIA)
The Self (Renewed)
The Outer Struggle
The SGOLove

Session(s):
Chp.6: Entreprenuerial Years 2008-2018 (J/S opposition-Waning Cycle-CIC) (Learned about self in relation to starting my own business)
The Self (Reviewed): Amexem Years
The Inner Struggle:
The SGOLearning

Chp. 7: Take Magic Flight: 2018-2028 (J/S conjunct-Waxing Cycle-CIA)

The Self (Renewed)Lessons Learned So Far
The Outer Struggle: Lesson Yet to Learn
The SGOL for Humanity***

*Section 2: The Bellony Theory Preparation (Notes/ Research/Etc.)

SECTION 2: The Bellony Theory
: The 5 Most Important Questions (We had the 5 Cycles of Change based on Jupiter/Saturn Cycle, now we have the 5…)
Chp. 8: Astrology & Creation Story

Session(s) :
Chp. 9: Astrology, Cardology & The Creation Theory (Cardology/ The Holy Trinity-The Foundation of Astrology)

• Change order of Chapters to where this one comes after KWU & Melanin & Magnet
  ** Call The SYSTEM THE TRINITY CARDS –(To Honor the Original Trinity: “The 3 that is the 1 that is the None”)
  ** Incorporate Info on Saros 144 ( The book 8), etc.

The Body/ Earth= ?, The Soul/Moon(Neptune)=©?(water born of fire)/ The Spirit/Sun(Pluto)=?ª(fire born of water)/ The Mind/ Stars=?

• Before the Heavens of Air and Water were separated: female Soul became “Enlightened” by male Spirit (? Suite=Earth) and male Spirit became “Endarkened” by female Soul (ª Suite=Heavens). It’s the Kª that holds existence together in Heaven (& Earth (fixed) and it’s the Q© that holds existence together in the Earth Plane and is the force behind the Mystic Triangle Q©/10ª/4? (4H-Birthing place of 5H Suns (Sons) that eventually rule on Earth(10H) and seed society(humanity) 11H-(Jª©). Hearts is more than water, but water enlightened by Spirit and Spades is more than fire, but fire endarkened by Soul

Wands=FireClubs/ Swords=AirSpades (brings death like the goddess Kali brings liberation: ??=Black 4 Masculine cards) Penacles=Earth Diamonds (material world-accomplishment) Cups=Water Hearts Emotions/ ??=Red 4 Feminine

Cup(hearts) and Swords(spades) Chalice & the Blade/ Ring & Scepter (Lingum & Noni)

• Spades suit represents conception time (sperm begins his spiritual journey) and the Hearts suite represents impregation time (1st trimester) working to become 6esearch6ed. When sperm is trying to reach the ovum.

Chp. 10: The Magic Numbers 10, 7, 13

*”If you only knew the magnificence of the 3, 6 and 9 then you would have the key to the universe.” Nikola Tesla
-“In vortex Math, 3, 6, and 9 has the highest frequency and vibration that governed the physical world at the quantum level.”
“If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration.”
“The penetration of the mystery is what is referred to as initiation.”- Valum Votan

Session(s):
Chp. 11: WS-Why it Hasn’t Been Healed & How it Can Be Healed
Chp. 12: Knowledge, Wisdom and Understanding

Session(s):
Chp. 13: Melanin and Magnetism
Chp. 14: Serving as Proxy-An Avatar Analogy

“Attitude is chemistry in the body.”
“This is why we have to change our attitude about light. If you have an adverse attitude toward melanin, you have an adverse attitude toward light.”
If you have an adverse, very narrow, limited attitude toward melanin, you have a very limited, narrow, restricted attitude toward light.”
-Dr. Jewel Poolkrum
“If I’m called to drive people to the light, I need to meet them in the dark.” (Malcolm X Book)
“I am no longer afraid to lose you for I have finally found me.”

SECTION 3: Afraid Of Our Own Shadow
<* Black Shadow is Elder’s not wanting to die & leave it to next generation & White Shadow is Youth not Wanting to Grow up and take Responsibility!>
Chp. 15: The Black Shadow

Session(s):
Chp. 16: The White Shadow:
The idea of Aryian race wanting to be kept pure is equivalent to Peter Pan, never wanting to grow old. The fact is, black and white are NOT in the rainbow-they begin and end a cycle. When either one Black in days of Khemit-wanted to keep it pure or later with Aryans- there comes a time when everything must change!

SECTION 4: 7 Steps to Conscious Co-Creation
The Law of Seven
(Make This a subtitle in Section 4 (7 Steps & Give the back drop with POV publication!)

Concepts to Research

• Research Islam’s love of # 19 (see BM of website)

Concepts to Incorporate

• Idea: Star Trek Discovery Analogy: DNA passes down from mother to Michael; Michael is an angel and her Ship is a crew of Elohim & they come through the wormhole=womb on incarnation (had to find her tribe)/ This is all “planetary” symbolism that serves as “parentary” symbolism
  (This can be in a Youtube Series vs the Book for copy rights)

13- I AM Seeding
2- I Am Providing a Foundation for my
3- I Am Creatively Expressing my
4- I Am Nurturing (PreBirthing) my
5- I Am Shining/ Being Reborn in my
6- I Am Perfecting/ Serving in my
7- I Am Balanced in my
8- I Am Powerful in my
10- I Am Sovergein in my… ? Emotions ?Thinking and Beliefs ? Values and Self Worth ª Actions and Will
11- I Am Initiating?/ Seeding/ Awakening my seed of
12- I Am Housing _ & Serving Others with my

13- I Am Mastering/ Providing/Sustaining the Prototype of __ with my

Although the definition of the word can be nuanced, narrative generally refers to the big, overarching stories that result from the amalgamation of smaller stories. As the Narrative Initiative puts it: “What tiles are to mosaics, stories are to narratives.”

the Jyotish tradition that I am beginning to be shown it is so interesting how one has to have certain prerequisites prior to be even invited into the learning experience.It really reminds me of the levels of not just Astrology, but life.
I say that to say, you can understand all the techniques you want, you can gather all the information you desire, and if you’re not a living, breathing, human, grounded in an understanding of reality, then your practice will be limited. You will be of service indeed and yet, the soul and essence of things that life is about will not be accessed in depth.
I only sit here in reflection as I am allowing myself to be as life is again, an emergent being in process.
I received information today that was really cool about the houses in Astrology and how they simply echo everything else in reality. Like the idea that, “everything is everything” is honestly true and people often say that with no relationship to it or they brush it off as “woo” talk.
Anyway, just wanted to share how the houses echo atoms.
So, the angles. They were once called pivots. Well, it just so happens that within the atom, neutrons have a 0/neutral charge and hold shit together. So what about protons and electron?? Well, protons are positive charges that are held together in place by the neutrons, so that’s pretty obvious that they would be succedent houses. Now electrons, this is interesting because electrons are a negative force. And ALWAYS, on an energetic level things that are, negative, dark, not visible get discredited in our society due to a lack of understanding. I say that to say that electrons are the cadent houses. And electrons “fall away” from the center of the atom although they don’t go away to the point that they aren’t a part of the atom. The number of protons and electrons are the same. All held together by the neutrons which are the “pivot” and act like a stake post. So the way I experienced that in consciousness is that the material nature of succedent houses and the more subtle nature of the cadent houses actually have a very in depth relationship in which people overlook because they can’t see it. Which is totally fine, I am just in meditation and desired to share this with you all. Lots more to say but I will save that for my personal journal.
Another thing I will say is that people try to shit on the “natural zodiac” in which many also call “the 12 letter alphabet” yet they don’t see the unending patterns in reality and that always has confused me because even if you look at the houses on an underlying energetic level cardinal, fixed, and mutable are the same principles as angular, succedent, and cadent. These 3 principles are endless in life.
We can think of the 3 body constitutions of Ayurveda, Pitta, Kapha, and Vata. Also mesomorph, endomorph, and ectomorph are body types that would in essence be the same. If people could just tune into the underlying patterns then so many things could be resolved.
Anyway, I also want ya’ll to know that cadent houses are heavily the houses of “what you think you create”. Remember, subtle isn’t the same as “weak”.
(Also, what I am saying is based much more in natal Astrology, if you’re practicing locational, horary, or doing timing techniques, use your techniques and have discernment in your craft to know when things are applicable

Elmina Bell

This too has been my experience, I came to Vedic this year finding that it validates so many things I was already thinking about, especially with the nakshatras, and their different takes of the noses, and that though they have exaltation and fall, the concept of detriment is not rlly a thing, it’s seen as complementary.
I also don’t see the cadent houses in the same way others do. The falling down energy reminds me of liminal/spiritual hum in the background that vibrationally maintains everything. It’s presence is inherent. The falling down energy reminds me if the downward triangle on the Star of David that indicates spiritual support pushing a person, and “feminine”/lunar/receptive energy. You don’t always see it but it’s a powerful guiding force. I have to sit with the atom thing, I think it makes sense though.

Egyptian farmers divided their year into three seasons, based on the cycles of the Nile River:
· Akhet – the inundation (June-September): The Flooding Season. No farming was done at this time, as all the fields were flooded. …
· Peret (October-February): The Growing Season. …
· Shemu (March-May): The Harvesting Season.
The ancient Egyptian calendar – a civil calendar – was a solar calendar with a 365-day year. The year consisted of three seasons of 120 days each, plus an intercalary month of five epagomenal days treated as outside of the year proper. … Each month was divided into three 10-day periods known as decans or decades.

13 months in a year
There are many cultures around the world that have and follow their own calendars, which is exactly not the same as the Western Gregorian calendar. However, despite that, they abide by the rule of 12 months a year. An Ethiopian year is comprised of 13 months, and is seven years behind the Gregorian calendar. In fact, Ethiopians celebrated the new millennium on September 11, 2007; this is because the Ethiopians continued with the same calendar that the Roman church amended in 525 AD.
While the first 12 months have 30 days, the last month, called Pagume, has five days and six days in a leap year.Till date, Ethiopia uses its ancient calendar, which hardly creates any inconvenience for travellers because of the calendar difference. However, most Ethiopians these days are now aware of the Gregorian calendar, and some even use both calendars interchangeably. Ethiopia, being one of the few countries in the world, still uses its own calendar system. The country celebrates some important holidays on days that are different from the rest of the world. Diwali is called the Festival of Lights and is celebrated to honor Rama-chandra, the seventh avatar (incarnation of the god Vishnu). It is believed that on this day Rama returned to his people after 14 years of exile during which he fought and won a battle against the demons and the demon king, Ravana.